so ill be honest and say i haven’t posted anything here in a very long time. i guess i’ve been way to busy i mean working my 84 hours a week has been to busy for it. im in a rut and i cannot seem to climb out of it, it seems every time i get to a better place somethings there to knock me back down but hey i guess that’s life. i finish my training to become a chef in just over 4 weeks now very exciting! but im beginning to question myself if this is really what i want to do now? i mean hell its been the longest ride of ups, downs, mishaps, missing thumbs, cut limbs, burns, laughs, tears, sleepless nights and ruthless services of breakfast lunch and dinner which brings me to question peoples absolute need and want for food!. i need something else but i need a job where i can leave work whether i have had a shit day or a good one and not have to worry or think about it until i start the next day.
but honestly if i was to stop cooking i think i would be completely lost! i would’t know how to act or anything around people that aren’t as damaged as i am from it.
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